Even though it hurts I can’t slow down
Walls are closing in and I hit the ground
Whispers of tomorrow echo in my mind
Just one last time
It’s Tuesday, January 8th at 1:23 A.M.
I’ve finally made up my mind. I’ll now be using this blog, or whatever you want to call it, for my personal life instead of reblogging sexy chicks and amazing photography. Instead, I’ll “like” what I would normally reblog and focus more on my routine. I’m hoping for this to be a sort of diary so I could hopefully look back and see how much I’ve grown.
I’d like to start off today by saying I had a decent day. Normally I get stressed about my financial, living, and body situations. I woke up late today and went for a quick jog. I turned in my finance paper which wasn’t due until next week and my professor gave me extra credit (WOOT!). I also worked hard on the finance group harvard study case presentation because my other teammates were busy with other problems. The highlight of the day was finishing Before Sunrise, an incredible movie about this couple that meet on a train in Europe and decide to spend the night together before being separated forever. It was written really well because I felt like I wanted to be that guy, you know? He was daring, charming, funny and that’s someone I aim at becoming.
I don’t really know much about hastags because I don’t use Twitter so if you see me using them remember it’s a joke.
Bob Marley high is the moment when you realize everything is going to be alright.
What’s done is done, and I have accepted that. You are who you want to be and no one else can change that. I’m not angry; I’m fighting. There is a lot of shit I can blame things on but that won’t get me anywhere. It is best for me to focus on MY goals. I need to focus. I don’t want to follow how anyone else lives. I am going to do what I want. My achievements are because of me and so too are my mistakes. Each day brings a new battle; I can’t fight a war on my own. My ultimate goal is being happy, but where is it? I don’t know but I haven’t found it yet. When I do, I’ll let you know.
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